Happy(Hectic) Teacher's Day...!!!!

tomorrow is 1st september. its teacher's day. for the past 2 years. i would be shopping for gifts for our teachers at this point of time. i remember shopping at Junction 8 with my classmates for gifts last year. in the end. we bought a pencil-case for miss seah. a brooch for U.S.A edition of FHM for mr lin. actually. i hope i can be back at cat high at this point of time with my friends too. but. i got 3 projects to finish by fri. two of which i haven really started yet. so. guess. i would have to do my thanks-giving on this little space of mine on 'yetnamed'.

when i was in sec 1 and sec 2. teachers day would be really exciting. the bunch of chongfu pri kids in catholic high would examine every single possible way to pon the concert and go back to chongfu as soon as possible. i remember bumping into mr Goh one of the year and he said something like....

''what ever Happy Teachers Day you all said are all bullshit.!".... well. i am sorry....

i think teachers play a very important role in our life as singapore kids due to the nature of our education system. i am sure i talk more to my teachers than i ever talked to my dad. there are some teachers that i really like. and i really respect them alot. like my own grandfather....

Happy Teacher's Day Mr Lee Chang Hong.
i will always remember you as the teacher that never fail to wear a smile on your face. you are one of the most experienced and patient teachers i ever met. anyway. mr lee is the most senior teacher is cat high. in fact. he has been teaching in cat high for more than 3 decades if i am not wrong. i know my maths sucks to the core. but. thanks for your time for your one-on-one maths extra lesson. i really appericated it....thanks alot.

if all my maths teachers remember me in future. it would be how my maths sucks. actually. i myself cant understand how my maths can suck like this for someone with relatively high IQ level. i dont believe in the bullshit that you can succeed in everything in life as long as you try hard enough.

its bullshit......

i believe there are certain things in life one just cannot do. for example. some cannot sing for nuts. some cannot do IT stuff for nuts except friendster. MSN chat. and maybe blogging. i can do maths for nuts. and i admit it.

"Failure is when your best just aint good enough"- someone

i think i tried quite abit for my amaths. but..... cant make it.

Happy Teacher's Day Mrs Tay.
mrs tay was my sec 3 and 4 maths teacher. she is great. she tried her best to help me when i was drowning in sec 3. my amths really sucked. i remember myself only know how to answer one question n my sec 3 final year amaths exam. in the end. i slept through the whole paper and ended up getting 7/100 for my amaths. damn loser.... though i dropped amaths eventually. i still wanna thank mrs tay for all her guidance and patience. anyway. mrs tay is now the (acting) vice- principal for catholic high school. she is great. thanks mrs tay.

yea. that's why sometimes when some people ask me when do you seem to like catholic high school so much.? or. what do you think is so great about catholic high school.?

we dont have the best facilities. we dont have the best ranking. (improving alot every year. 7th place currently. including all the through-train school) we dont have the best wadever.....

BUT. i dare say we have one of the best pool of staff in singapore. the (most of the) teachers in catholic high rocks. at least no one ever seem to have gave up on me. but. there are always rotten apple around....sad but true.

FUCK YOU WongDOG.
i dont think you ever deserve to be wished a happy teachers day. you suck. you are the lousiest teacher i ever came across. and one of the lousiest person in term of personality. i think wongdog killed a very important part of me. the sporty part of me. i used to look forward to every training session. i love to run. i love it. but. when i didnt perform up to national standard. he killed all my morale. he killed the running part in me. that is the reason i quit X-country in sec 2. i dont even see the need to train myself extra hard to prove him wrong or anything. he is not even worth my effort. but. i am glad i happily kept the running JJ and took up guitar playing in sec 3.

Happy Teacher's Day Miss Seah.
i still got no idea if the dinner tomorrow will still go on. i hope it will can i will be able to make it with all my work done. hopefully. i know you have went through a very difficult of your life the past few months. i know life probably sucked big time for you. but. i am sure you will get over everything. i must admit. i really dont like certain experiences with you.(times when we argue. times when you PMS) but. i certainly thank you alot as a teacher. thanks for the chances you gave me during my 2 years in 3-4 and 4-4. thanks for the chance to lead the class. thanks for the chance to organise. thanks miss seah.

this is a long and personal entry. but. i think its rather reflective. actually. teachers day is the day for everyone too. as.

'whatever you know. you are a teacher.
whatever you dont know. you are a student'

everyone is a teacher. cheers.~

i am going to miss you guys....

the saturday concert was also a success. the concert actually concludes all the guitar club commitment for the J2s. it is now their job to study hard for their 'A's. i know i am going to miss my year 2 guitar club friends. they simply rocks. thanks yongxin for teaching me so much of your tricks on sat. i will practice hard and perfect them. and i promise i will not teach them to anyone els. thanks alot.

playing for the concert on sat meant i missed one working day on sat. but. i still felt good when going back on sun. played abit with my eye-candy. she is damn smart. she still can remember my name. i love playing with kids. i love kids. i think they are angels. they are so innocent. they are the only people you can trust on the face of this earth.

there was this little flea market in school that day. a bunch of friends and i happen to pass by this fortune telling stall. we decided to have our palms read out of curiosity. and guess what she (fortune teller) had to say.? she say that i am going to have 3 kids in my lifetime. interesting.... 3 kids. actually. i got no idea of if i even want a kid in future. raising a kid comes along with loads of responsibility. and i got no idea if i am going to be up to the task 10 years from now.

i like baby girls cause i can spend lots of money dolling them up. like little princess. like my ah toon. on the other hand. i want boys. cause i can spend lots of money training him into the man i hope he can turn out to be. for example. send him to kung-fu classes. i will send both boys and girls for music lesson. e.g. piano. violin. boy will start learning guitar as soon as possible. i will custom make a guitar that is fit for him. my baby girl will not learn the guitar as holding down to the frets will make her fingers look ugly. anyway. i always think guitar is a guys thing.

actually. i still think i am going to prefer guys. for one very simple reason. i worry for them less.

for example.....

Boy: papa. i wanna go count down at sentosa this satday. there is the foam party going on.

Me (PaPa): go ahead. make more friends. here is an extra 50 bucks for you.

and my son will leave home happily. but.... if its my daughter....

Girl: papa. i wanna go count down at sentosa this saturday. there is a foam party going on.

Me: what will you be wearing.?

Girl: bikini. everyone will be wearing bikini.

Me: no. you can go swim in the club in your bikini. but. you are going to that kind of place in your two piece swim suit.

Girl: but... PAPA....

Me: no means no. one more word from you and you should not get your pocket money for the next week.

i am not exactly those traditional and conservative kind of man. but. i am just going to worry for my daughter more in future. cause. whenever the worst senario happens. the female gender is going to suffer. the girl will be the one pregnant. guys get away with it.

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i think some people think i love kids. but. i am going to be frank. this statement is so untrue. i dont love all kids. i only love and dote on cute kids. i think kids that are disgustingly untrue ought to be flashed into the toiletbowl.

so..... i have always been wondering what if my kids are not cute in future....?

i am going to be fair. they go down the toilet as well. but. i know all my kids will be cute.

at least in my eyes..........

yea........!

yea..! the performance yesterday went well. it wasnt perfect certainly. but. i think everyone is happy with it. CJC guitar club rocks. i love being with the guitar club. there is no politics in the club at all. everyone is there because of a common passion for guitar. everyone is there to be friends with each other. i think this would be the last performance for the year. after which the J2s would step down to prepare for their 'A' levels. actually. most of my friends in guitar club are the year 2 people. so... i aint sure if i am still going back in future. but. i would certainly be the most glad to help if the club requires it. god bless.!

well. there will be one more performance tonight. i am sure it will be even better. of course. i took some pictures. i regretted not taking more. but. never mind. there is still tonight. i think my blog is taking a longer time to load nowadays due to the pictures....

from left. marvin. grabiel. ME. and jeffery. they are all my J2 friends. good luck all for your 'A' levels.


actually. i think this picture sucks. badly taken. but. its the only picture i have with my 'shifu'. yea. this is the guy that teaches me guitar. or at least. he tries to teach me guitar. he is the president of the guitar club. he is also from catholic high.! its amazing to watch him play guitar. he is freaking good. i dare anyone reading this to challenge him. i really wish i can reach his standard one day..........

woohoo. team man. the guy on the left is melvin. and the one on the right is nicholas. they are my year 1 friend. well. i would be in the same class with melvin now if i hadnt 'run off' to mass comm. melvin kept telling me he would be joining me in ngee ann next year. what rubbish. everything is going to be fine. everyone will be promoted and will complete the 'A' course in 2 years. yea. 1T04 will promoted to 2T04 as a whole.! and all my 1T08 peers. you guys work hard too.!

waiting at back stage sucks. its a little stuffy. and you got to keep quiet. and. you got no idea what is happening on stage. and. something happened backstage yesterday and freaked me out. emily apparently suffered from blood disorder and couldnt breath. she looked like a goldfish out of water. taking big mouthful of air. but. luckily. everything turned out fine.

k. hope tonight's performance will be another bigger success.!

CJC Performing Arts Centre(PAC) Opening

shimin is my new eye-candy. but. ah toon is different. she is special. she is my daughter. n.o 1 princess in my heart always.

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k. so. i have no idea how it ended up this way too. but. i am going to perform with the guitar club for the PAC opening. i aint too excited about it. in fact. i am damn worried. cause. i think the club aint ready for a performance considering what we played for the run through yesterday. BUT. i am sure everything will be fine on fri and sat night. things always turn out fine at the last minute.

the PAC is quite a nice place. the school took really long to build it. but the whole place is quite decent. yesterday was the second run through. and we didnt played the 2 pieces up to expectation. but. nvm. everything will be fine. (shit. i am repeating myself.) nvm. i took some photos when i was up on stage during the finale.

picture of the CJC band.

the band people are damn 'on' they really practice very intensively. i salute you guys.!

hope the performance tomorrow will go well. god bless.

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well. i was blogging in class just now. but. didnt manage to finish. i took a pic of our classroom. not bad. damn nice. the air-con is cold. the room is big. damn sianze. still gotta get back to lots of work. god bless.~

photos....

i certainly hope photos have made my blog more colourful and interesting.

it was another 2 days of hard work at work for the last weekend. but. all the shit that i can possibly get is all worth it when i receive my pay. i got 144 bucks of pay for 4 days work last sat. and i am going to get an amplifier with my pay this time. no more other stuff is going to stop me. though i enjoy myself very much at work even if it is tiring sometimes. i always look forward to the going home lorry ride. i know it sounds damn loser. but i love to sit behind the lorry. watching the other vehicles on the road pass by me. watching the lights of the city. and best of all. embracing the wind that hits on me. the wind simply blows all my tireness. any of my unhappiness away. i feel like a free person. so. i am going to get a sports car next time with open top.... yea. can enjoy all the wind. anyway. thanks micky mouse for driving me here and there. even though. i know its not possible that you are going to be reading this. you are a nice person. thanks man.!

yea. these 2 little cuties are my boss's grandchildren. they are super cute. the girl on the left is shimin. i dote on her especially. i try to play with her whenever time allows me. i think they are really two lucky kids. they get to play around everyday. get little princesses treatment from everyone. they are kids that i consider grow up with a proper childhood. they are not locked up everyday. they get to play around... and kinda stuffs. and i think that is the reason wht shimin is quite street smart. i am going to get sweets for her next weekend.

i am in the library now.... (AGAIN) i decided to pon lecture after waking up 6am in the morning... walked out of the lecture theatre after seeing the sucky attendance. went to the canteen to have breakfast before coming to the library. this picture shows canteen 2. its my favourite canteen. it gives me the homely feeling. plus they sell the best chicken rice in campus. and its very cheap too. actually. i miss cat high food. miss the mixed veggie stall. it sell food that taste like my mum's cooking. while the poly's canteen are all food court style. you get sick and tired of the food even though we got a relatively wide range of choices. sianze. guess. that is what we all have to experience. think its going to get worst when going out to society to work later. no wonder we are leading unhealthy lifestyle....

i think the library in school rocks. i am in one of these little room now. all students can book these little rooms to do their projects. work. kinda stuffs. we have plugs in the room to charge out labtop. everything is super condusive and nice. k. gotta get back to work. today will be a long day. and this following 2 weeks will be hectic. nice day all.~!

i love to take photos.

no doubt. i am having lots of fun taking photos.

this is shear. shear has got to be one of the most interesting girl i ever ever came across in my life. she is pretty. but.... she is also loud. er..... nvm. sorry shear. you dont look nice in this pic. but. this is the only photo i look more decent. so.... gotta sacrifice you. haha.

k. this is a more decent pic of you. the girl on top is eunice. she looks exactly like a teacher. to be more specific. teacher of an international school. the malay girl is fizah. cool man~ fizah is my 2nd friend. the first one is Khairi. the second one is her. i aint racist or wadever. i have few malay friends cause there aint any malay is catholic high wad......

this is Mr J. also known as uncle jeff. a J2 senior in guitar club. this guy is damn zai. he got some super high rank in NCC. i am depending on him in army..... shit. i shldnt smile too much next time. look like a pure idiot.

i am going to perform with CJC guitar club next sat for the CJC arts centre opening. woohoo. hope everything will go well. i need to train up on my 2 pieces of music. k.

cya all.!

B-G-R

Boy-girl-relationship OR Boy-guitar relationship.?

i wonder what is it like to be in a relationship.... i guess its going to be like my present relationship with my guitar.

i need to touch. feel.play my guitar everyday. its a habit. i play something on it before i sleep. be it just a few notes. it doesnt matter. i just need to know its there. i invest emotions in it everyday. its like my girlfriend....

however. when i go shopping. i see other girls. (guitar on sale) many are really gorgeous babe. my heart will go itchy. i feel like ditching my girlfriend at home for the other babe. haiz.... Mr YX say we dont need girlfriend with guitar.

i wonder..... i was on the bus yesterday. and this pair of couple sitting in front of me happen to be quarelling. so.... they will like giving each other cold shoulders. talking to each other in a harsh tone. from ang mo kio to yio chu kang. i think the guy decided to give way and started saying nice things to the girl. something like asking her not to be angry anymore. but. the girl simply ignored him. it carried on for a while....

the guy than used his hand to force the girl to look at him in the eyes. the girl turned away forcefully. this action carried on for maybe 5 times. (it was damn freaking drama)

and something amazing happened by the time we reached yishun. they are finished with their drama. and they started kissing each other.....

OMG la........ what the hell is happening.?
is this what happen in a relationship.?

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do we learn to love in a relationship.? or do we love in order to learn in a relationship.?

are there stuffs in life that we can never learn if we dont get into a relationship.? like how to step back. how to compromise. how to understand. how to..... actually i also dont know. never been in one before....

k. so we are loving someone because we want to learn something. we get into a relationship.

or..... we get into a relationship because we want to learn how to love someone. to learn how to love everything of someone. not because god arranged it. like your relationship with your direct family. but.... because that other person is the special one. to learn love everthing of that person. to accept everything of that person. the bad points. the shortcomings... everything...

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i like that ballon. i think its damn nice......

but........ its not on sale.

someone els is holding on to it.....

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shit. this entry is damn stupid. only i understand it. sorry for wasting your time.

radio class.

i just finished radio class just now. got back another assignment. a B grade is what i got. well. i aint gonna complain about this grade as i believe there are lots more stuffs i can improve on this piece of assignment.

radio lesson had been lotsa fun since the very start of the semester. i enjoy every workshop session. and its a eye-opener for me to experience first hand the true story. production. making. of this industry.


this is a picture of the playing studio. the school's very own radio station play music through this studio. i have been to mediacorp's radio station before and in comparison i think this studio appear more simple. but. its still sophisticated and complete nevetherless.

k. i am trying to act hip and cool being a deejay. sorry if i spoilt your dinner.

anyway. got lots of work to do this few weeks. gotta get back to more research. cya.

load. cock. shoot.

woohoo. i bought a new phone. with camera. i can now take pics and infra them to my laptop. yea. so i am going to blog with more pics in future.


i am in the library once again. waiting for the next lecture to start. this is a pic of my present working desk. its actually the library's individual station for people to study and kinda stuffs. its super nice. we got plugs. cold air-con.... (no wonder the school fees are super expensive) anyway. that's why some people make good use of the electricity. alvy once told me that he got a friend that bring 3 charger to school everyday. namely. laptop. handphone. and ipod. cool~ huh.

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anyway. i was glad i didnt drown myself in the sea on tue after not seeing fiona xie. cause. SHE CAME AGAIN LAST SAT. and i saw her. she is beautiful. but.... i didnt dare to go up and take a pic with her. haiz. hum chi la. i know. nvm. guess i will have other chances when she come back again to film. that was sat. yesterday. (sun) Silver came. silver is one of the Channel U's star search contestant. she just got kicked out last week. she wasnt that gorgeous at all. she looked better on TV with all the make-up and style. k. i got some pics of my workplace.

yea. this is a pic of a view of the restaurant i am working at. its a seaside restaurant. its also super 'u-lu'. its islolated deep inside sembawang. i took this pic before starting work. thus the place is pretty empty now. but one hour later. patrons would start streaming in and i would be whizzing among the tables as a waiter. guess the location of the restaurant is the reason why celebrity like to dine there. but. i think the night at my workplace is gorgeous.

after my work. i would sit at this position and chill. i never fail to think deep at this period of time. i look across the sea and i see malaysia. malaysia has got busy ports too. malaysia has got nice sea-side restaurant too. and i wonder how some singaporeans can be so cocky about them. i.e. we can handle them in 3 hours. blah~~. bullshit la.

i love work. got celebrity. got nice view. got pretty patrons. i love work.

Clarification......

the chio-bu with very great *ahem* you know what is fiona xie.

but.......... the photo wasnt taken when she appeared at my work place. i got it from yahoo search. haha. anyway. i would really have drown myself in the sea if she appeared like that at my workplace and i wasnt there.

and. i am not a chee-ko-peh. hm... how should i put it.? i mean any straight guy would enjoy a perfect picture like this.... right.?

k. all men all bastards. yea. true. all men are freaking bastards.

we all like to look at pretty girls. comment at girls..... often when we suck ourselves. but. can any girl deny the fact that deep inside them. there is also a bitch element in them.... huh.~

so. we can generally say that all men has got the bastard element in them. and all female got the bitch element in them. its just a matter of how much. how we express it kinda stuffs....

so. in my opinion. i simply see people acting as bastards or bitch as honest people. well. maybe honest is not a good word to use. but. i just see them as expressing the inner self of them. and its nice to see and experience it. cause you kinda know what kinda of character that person is made up of.

so. anyone that tag hm.... contradicting tags. i see you as dis-honest..... haha....

blog. blog. blog. i miss blogging.

dear blog....

its been more than one whole week since i updated you. its sad for me. cause i know this previous week would have gone un-recorded in my life. this is life. it simply carries on. if i am not wrong. this is week 12 of my semester. it implies 3 more week of school and the first semester ever is coming to a conclusion.

lots of shits waiting for me to do. socpsy journal 2. stereo assignment. capsule assignment. tag-team speech with lucas. tag-team proposal assignment with selene. IS presentation. socpsy test. IAC project to be wrapped up. all in three weeks time.

so..... dear blog. i aint going to update you as often. i know its kinda sad for you. but. you know i love you.

lots of stuffs happened over the last three months. i got myself into several different environment and got to know lots of contacts. i got to know a bunch of really great people at my work place. each and everyone of them is just so real. i know there aint politics of any sort behind. i know everything is great. everyone just look out for each other. work together. at the same time. having fun together. that's why i love to work. or rather. i love my job. its really not about the money issue ultimately. its all about the fun there. but. guess what. my pay is raising from 5 bucks per hour to 6 bucks per hour next week. Cheers.!

actually. i dont really feel good this few months at all. how would one truely knows whether he or she feels good or not.? this is my logic. you are what you truely feel in the middle of the night. when you lie on your bed. just before you go to sleep. what are you thinking of in your head.? do you feel happy or otherwise.? or. when you are showering. when you have no burden on your body at all. when you feel refreshed and awake. how are you feeling.?

well. it certainly aint great for me. but life carries on.


i went back to my workplace to dine with 4 other workmates yesterday. its actually the first time i am trying the food properly. the good was great......!!!! it was really delicious. but. i nearly wanted to jump into the sea and drown myself yesterday upon hearing something.

FIONA XIE came over yesterday. think she came over to shoot a scene or kinda stuff. but. she came. and those working extra yesterday got to take photo with her. omg. why why why.? why i didnt work yesterday.? why didnt i offer to work when they were looking for crew. haiz.... anyway. yea. everyone said she was beautiful with *ahem* great assets.....


nvm. lots of celebrity i can still get to meet at my work place. i just pray that my luck would be better next time. anyway. i went to sembawang park after the dinner and saw something really interesting. 4 uncles playing the guitar. 1 uncle playing the double bass. singing songs at the beach. they were really great. i ought to get myself a camera phone so i can share more photos next time. i wish one of them is my dad la. but. its impossible. they were truely great. k. i ought to go do some stuffs now.

goodbye blog.....

random entry 4.

i am in the library yet again. waiting for the next lecture to start later at 2pm.

i just got back my essay for written communication just now. i am screwed up man..... i got 6.5 out of 15. it's pretty disturbing as i cant afford to fail any of my modules. its going to be a nightmare repeating any shit. fuck man. i really gotta do something about this particular module.

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shit. i think i aint taking care of my lab-top properly. i just realise there is a patch on my screen. and its really freaking me out.

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mr paranoid king has got a bloody long breath...... he is capable of going on and on and on and on......

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i hate this feeling now. i feel like going home........