B-G-R

Boy-girl-relationship OR Boy-guitar relationship.?

i wonder what is it like to be in a relationship.... i guess its going to be like my present relationship with my guitar.

i need to touch. feel.play my guitar everyday. its a habit. i play something on it before i sleep. be it just a few notes. it doesnt matter. i just need to know its there. i invest emotions in it everyday. its like my girlfriend....

however. when i go shopping. i see other girls. (guitar on sale) many are really gorgeous babe. my heart will go itchy. i feel like ditching my girlfriend at home for the other babe. haiz.... Mr YX say we dont need girlfriend with guitar.

i wonder..... i was on the bus yesterday. and this pair of couple sitting in front of me happen to be quarelling. so.... they will like giving each other cold shoulders. talking to each other in a harsh tone. from ang mo kio to yio chu kang. i think the guy decided to give way and started saying nice things to the girl. something like asking her not to be angry anymore. but. the girl simply ignored him. it carried on for a while....

the guy than used his hand to force the girl to look at him in the eyes. the girl turned away forcefully. this action carried on for maybe 5 times. (it was damn freaking drama)

and something amazing happened by the time we reached yishun. they are finished with their drama. and they started kissing each other.....

OMG la........ what the hell is happening.?
is this what happen in a relationship.?

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do we learn to love in a relationship.? or do we love in order to learn in a relationship.?

are there stuffs in life that we can never learn if we dont get into a relationship.? like how to step back. how to compromise. how to understand. how to..... actually i also dont know. never been in one before....

k. so we are loving someone because we want to learn something. we get into a relationship.

or..... we get into a relationship because we want to learn how to love someone. to learn how to love everything of someone. not because god arranged it. like your relationship with your direct family. but.... because that other person is the special one. to learn love everthing of that person. to accept everything of that person. the bad points. the shortcomings... everything...

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i like that ballon. i think its damn nice......

but........ its not on sale.

someone els is holding on to it.....

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shit. this entry is damn stupid. only i understand it. sorry for wasting your time.