malaysia. truely asia.....

yesterday's trip to malaysia was fun.

thanks to shear for the hospitality...!

yea. joel and i went over to stay at shear's house to do marketing.

actually, i love going over to malaysia. i have the shopping mood only when i go over to malaysia. i think malaysia is an interesting place because of the 'rich and colourful' history that singapore and malaysia share. they are now building this big structure opposite city square and its actually the new custom, i suppose its the one in conjunction with the funny snake bridge. anyway, shear's house is really comfortable and nice. and her mum bought chicken rice for us, the rice is shaped like a fishball.

i wish i can afford a house like this in malaysia next time, i want to station a 'wife' there next time. i guess the most fun part of the trip was to meet her 3 other friends, they are really humble, humourous and quite rich too.

there is this girl called penny, she is heavily influenced by xiao S. she is pretty and cute.

there is this guy whom i forgot his name, he is quite a cool guy. he drives around without a license, and got car number plates that are apparently more expensive than the car itself.

and this other friendly giant whom they say like penny. nice to meet them all, hope to see them again.
anyway, the trip was fruitful la. i wouldnt mind going over anytime again seriously! thanks shear!

2005 is the year.

its christmas, but i aint going to define it as 'merry' exactly. its really just another day for me, for the previous years, i would most probably be panicking at all the holiday homework that i have yet to complete. 2005 is such an important year for me, it marks another stage in my life. let me see, 2005....

1. 1st 3 months JC course at CJC.
i had the most fun during this period of time, never had i enjoyed school so much before. the class i was in (1T08) was so fun. i will remember kai's laughter forever, naughty khairi, junren's super duber nice house, tyrik and his love hentai, jiahong and his mop head, phong and bong, china man zhongming, angie.... and all the rest. each and everyone made up my happy memories in 1T08.

2. the guitar club at CJC
thanks to everyone is the guitar club. it has always been my dream to play music, and i thank god (my god, not necessarily your god) for giving this chance and ability. mr YX is one of the important person i came across this year, he has been a great influence to me. introducing me to various form of great music, guiding me in my first step to guitar playing. though i know that he is keeping a lot of skills from me (he is afraid i become more zai than him), i want to thank him nevertheless. and of course not forgetting all the other J2 members and year one new friends. it is in guitar club i was given the first chance to perform officially in a concert as a 'musician'. thanks.

3. 2nd intake in CJC; class T104.
i spent very little time with the class, for only about an week. but you guys are great, i had lots of fun during the orientation. special thanks goes to this girl whom i think is amazing, someone with great depth of thinking, someone whom will achieve success in life ultimately cause she has thought about life so much. i really admire this person, thanks for that conversation that night. i dont think you even remember it, but it was just so important to me. all the way 'team man!'.

4. mass communication studies at ngee ann poly. 1T08 and 1T03.
this marks another turn in my life. here, i meet a group of people whom all have the same wish to become future media professional. i am still on this journey and i am happy to be on it with a great gang. there may be occasional disputes between us but its only normal, i love everyone. (i aint drunk now)

the than T108.
the IS group.

the new T104 class.

and yea. the year 2005 marks the year i learn guitar officially, and i am proud to own all these babes.

the acoustic. i have given one to mr idris. god bless him.

my 1st electric guitar with steve vai's signature.


oh my god. aint she hot?

and guess what. i got a new addition to my instruments. my auntie decides to buy a piano thus she donated her as good as brand new keyboard to me! thanks man.

yeah. now i get to learn one more instrument, anyone willing to teach me for a reasonable price?

how can i not remember my workplace, it has got to be one of the most important event for the year. i am actually earning my own money for the very first time, and its a good thing i am earning abit. or i would suffer....
and its about time i prepare to go to work. so to conclude this year.... there were times i feel...
sad. hopeless. lost and depressed....
happy. positive and optimistic.

how can i forget this man when i summarise this year.
and this most important princess in my life.
i will be happy when i see her happy. i love all.

merry christmas and may all your wishes come true.

thanks Meilin for the party!

yea, first of all. i want to say a big thank you to Meilin for throwing the fantastic party and for inviting me. the food was yummy, the music was great, the turnout was comfortable and the liquor made everything complete.

than i got to thank mr Joel Sim. he is nice enough to bring 2 high boy back to his house, i think i talked crap to his father. but he is nice enough to talk crap back to me too.

er. sorry and thanks to afiqah. you were damn nice to me yesterday. thanks!

all right, i have to admit i was damn freaking high yesterday after voldka, martini, whisky and beer. thinking back, i actually drank quite abit last night. crazy things i did last night include...

1. dance with the girls. (for a very short while as i still can remember i cannot dance for nuts.)

2. i was calling people from my phonebook and i think i knocked off when i was calling kristy; which was a good thing or i may end up calling the whole contact list.

3. gave lots of people hugs. both male and female, and it doesnt really matter if i know them anot.


nat was the 'highest' person. i dont understand why my face doesnt turn red when i drink, in fact i show absolutely no signs that i drunk. they say it implies that blood circulation is bad, but i dont really care. i think its a good thing i dont really show signs of drinking; my mum wouldnt know than. but i couldnt even walk straight yesterday....

i got to go work. oh yar, i realise another good point. i aint the hang-over kind of person, i am fresh and ready after a good sleep.

merry christmas and happy new year to all!

i am glad i live in singapore.

i agree....

this one below is for jasmine....

hm... now i am pretty sure i aint the only person whom doesnt really celebrate christmas...

these pictures dont mean to offend anyone in the slightest manner. if you find them offensive, please navigate.

form follows function

music does wonder, and i cant imagine my world without music. i am addicted to this jazz piece mr YX sent me yesterday, its I'm confessing by pat martino. i understand what the notes say.... do you know that i like you?

music is the only thing that my brighten up my lousy moods, and ah toon. my mum always used to tell me that my great-grandma always used to say this statement. 'god gave us two ears to listen properly, two eyes so we can observe properly, but only one mouth so we can talk less.' so by applying the form follows function rule, we should be talking less. one thing that i learnt about life is that the most viscious aspect of the human race is not the heart, not the mind, neither is it the thinkings nor the soul; it is the mouth. the power of language and communication is the power behind the success of the human race.

at the same time its also going to be the pitfall of everything.

i swear i aint going to trust a wireless connection to publish any of my blog entries ever again, they always fail me at the last step and i would bloody hell lose everything that i did. and i dont feel like doing stuff again once they are gone but its been really such a long time since i wrote properly.

i enjoyed dinner with audrey and joel today. i kind of only got to know audrey today but i am so god damn sure she can really really sing well. and joel is a really really good cook, and i think he knows he cause i like to go back to eat. the grilled chicken special is really yummy. i can also sing... 'butterflies and zebra and moonbeams....'

Well she’s walking through the clouds
With a circus mind that’s running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
That’s all she ever thinks about
Riding with the wind.
When I’m sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free
It’s alright she says it’s alright
Take anything you want from me, anything
Anything
Fly on little wing,
Yeah yeah, yeah, little wing

music is for life.
this is mr idris, a patient from renci hospitcal. he used he be a rock star and kinda stuff till he took drugs and jumped off the building. the result is him being half-paralysed and he has to stay in the hospital ever since. the really sad thing is that he got deprived of music for the past 20 years of his life. but the way he plays the sings and play the guitar after so many years just goes to justify the power of music. i am really honoured to be able to pass this guitar to him, i know he is going to cherish it more than i do. it may just be another one of my guitars in my life, but its probably going to be the guitar for the rest of his life. good luck mr idris, have fun with the guitar.

k. i am going to sleep, i am quite tired after today.

i am tired.

i reached home before the sky turned dark today. and my mum was pretty suprised. well. stupid incidents spoilt my plans today. shit la.

*argh... i forgot i am supposed to blog properly. please allow me to rewrite the above statement. here i go....

my mother was pretty suprised that i reached home before the shy turned dark today. well, it was an accident that i reach home early as stupid incidents spoilt my plans for the day. i got no wish to comment about them but i learnt lessons from them nevertheless. my love for mass commers is reinforced today. seriously, so what if the whole school dislike us? i dont give a damn.

actually, i didnt really believe the fact that mass commers or students from the media study school are generally disliked by 'members of the big ngee ann family.' (yucks!!!!) i have always thought that it was just a bunch of people having some negative and unfair views towards us. however as time progressed, i realised maybe it was true that people dont really like us.

they think that we are posers carrying our cameras around shooting nothing. they think we got no exams, they think we can slack, they think we are posers, they think we are noisy. i have no wish no argue anything, they can think whatever they want. not happy?

too bad, cause i am damn happy in mass comm. (filtering all the other shit off.)

mass comm rocks. hate us.

anyway, school work is starting to pile up. i think my favourite module this semester is location video production, its just so fun to be shooting scenes, thinking of camera angles and visualising all the possibilities. the best stuff would probably be the editting system, it make us feel like true media professional.

the new G5. talking about the G stuff, i would like to thank fizah for making me part of G4!
so what if i cannot play the electric guitar? everything about the electric guitar is about being a poser, and i dont deny it. i believe every single individual that plays the electric guitar has that poser kinda desire deep in his heart. we feel inferior thats why we buy an electric guitar to be a poser in the bedroom. *no-one knows.
i went to joel's workplace again that day to finish off some work and came across this at tanglin mall. there were foam everywhere and all the kids were so happy! alot of people are going....

yea! christmas is coming. i love christmas!

i give them a smile, a facial expression that hm.... indicate my acknowledgement that yea christmas is coming. but seriously i have never celebrated christmas properly before, so i dont really care whether its christmas or not. to me, its just a public holiday. anyone has any plans that can involve me for christmas? i think i will better off be working....

no offend to anyone, but i really think those fat people that appear during christmas a.k.a santa claus are overrated. have you ever came across santa that takes advantage of girls taking pictures with them? they hug especially tightly... and they place their hand at all the wrong places. but, girls dont really even notice it because its christmas and santa is so cute... and friendly...

but this doesnt happen much, as its really difficult to find a decent santa (in terms of appearances) they are either too skinny.... or they are just not angmo. girls get excited only when they see real santa.

ok. whatever, i am still a nice and friendly person. wave to me in school or anywhere you ever see me and i will....
give you a nice smile regardless whether you are from mass comm anot. all mass commers are friendly like me, maybe that is the reason why people dislike us.