the update.
i haven been updating for 2 days. haven got the time to post a proper post.
lotsa have happened over the past few days. its not even possible for me to put them all down. mine life has changed. mine family would no more be the same again. its not possible. over these few months. i saw in more depth what kinda of person both mine parents actually are. its always a parent role we see our father and mother acting as in life. but. have you eveer seen them act their actual role of themselves in life.?
their personality. their character. their true colour.
who they actually are. the character of a father and mother is but just a role they play. its part of their life. but certainly not their actual life.
i have got a new understanding of mine religion in mine life. i learnt it two days ago. it was absolutely drama. i always have got no idea how to define religion in mine life. do i have a religion at all.? do i believe in it.?
do i even need a religion in mine life.?
being born into a taoist family. but knowing almost nothing. or rather understanding nothing at all abt the religion. and being enroled into a school of catholic background and belief has upset and confused mine religious mind. but i like what valerie told me yesterday.
' i am more spiritrual than religious. '
i totally agree. after all. i believe all religion thinkings and study are but a attempt to understand the spritrual part inside each and everyone of us. few have understood. the rest. mostly. understand onli their physical body and not their soul.
aniwae.....
i am going off to sch in abt an hours time. its 3 hours of written communication for me. i know i am going to hate before i even attend it. the advisor mr sharpe. well. er. being a student for 15 years......
experience tells me he is a lazy bum ass teacher. tt is onli concern abt finishing his work.
well. i am assuming. hope he is not. i was in the library with nat. kristy. selene and valerie yesterday. think i am going to noe them 4 lots better this coming 2 or 3 months as we might be doing a few projects together. well. they saw mine blog yesterday.... dunno why. but they were just laughing and laughing.
think mine blog will be exposed sooner or later. i am now wondering whether anot i shld delete or edit some of the post.
but. whatever i am blog abt is solely the emotions of me at that particularly. i might be feeling a little angry or 'buay song'. but its at that particlar time. i have no intention of personal attack what so ever. and alot of mine post. i am just trying to be funni. u noe wht i mean. just leave a tag if u are realli upset abt mine any post. i will delete it away.
all right. aniwae. its been agreed they will not let other know abt mine blog. look forward to nx wed. i wanna bring food and pinic at swee hong's lesson with them. damn fun.
meeting up with chris and yongxin yesterday made me realise something veri serious abt mine guitar playing. i am not playing the guitar spritrually. i am not playing mine pieces with emotions. tt's why i sound sucky. i am gonna go back again during mine 2 hours break tml to get a dvd from yongxin.
G3 life in UK. whahahaha. i realli cant wait to see steve vai and joe satrinia in action.!!!!! [ think i got spell joe name wrongly....]
coming to this. yar. those reading mine blog out there. i apologise for any disturb caused to your intellectual mind due to mine bad bad language. this would include grammar mistake. spelling error. tense error....etc.
emily if u got time. do help me edit. insert some bombastic bombastic vocab into mine language.
winnie. i promise reading mine blog wouldnt cause u to fail yr GP.
alvan. poly life is damn fun man. u better dun regret.
benjamin. hope u are o.k. and that u are realli cutting down on it. i just read a article that it would seriously affect yr sex life later.[ for man]. hope this can serve as a little motivation.
rachel. thx a million for yr cyber time 2 nights ago. i have never felt so fucked-up and angry in mine whole life. thx for talking to me. thx for yr songs. they are realli nice. god [ whichever god] has put challenges into our life. but. they are meant to train us to be stronger than others. dun ever let these challenges weaken u. dun hesistate to talk to mi too if u feel fucked-up. i will not hesistate to talk to u at all. thx man.
time to go to sch. take care all.
lotsa have happened over the past few days. its not even possible for me to put them all down. mine life has changed. mine family would no more be the same again. its not possible. over these few months. i saw in more depth what kinda of person both mine parents actually are. its always a parent role we see our father and mother acting as in life. but. have you eveer seen them act their actual role of themselves in life.?
their personality. their character. their true colour.
who they actually are. the character of a father and mother is but just a role they play. its part of their life. but certainly not their actual life.
i have got a new understanding of mine religion in mine life. i learnt it two days ago. it was absolutely drama. i always have got no idea how to define religion in mine life. do i have a religion at all.? do i believe in it.?
do i even need a religion in mine life.?
being born into a taoist family. but knowing almost nothing. or rather understanding nothing at all abt the religion. and being enroled into a school of catholic background and belief has upset and confused mine religious mind. but i like what valerie told me yesterday.
' i am more spiritrual than religious. '
i totally agree. after all. i believe all religion thinkings and study are but a attempt to understand the spritrual part inside each and everyone of us. few have understood. the rest. mostly. understand onli their physical body and not their soul.
aniwae.....
i am going off to sch in abt an hours time. its 3 hours of written communication for me. i know i am going to hate before i even attend it. the advisor mr sharpe. well. er. being a student for 15 years......
experience tells me he is a lazy bum ass teacher. tt is onli concern abt finishing his work.
well. i am assuming. hope he is not. i was in the library with nat. kristy. selene and valerie yesterday. think i am going to noe them 4 lots better this coming 2 or 3 months as we might be doing a few projects together. well. they saw mine blog yesterday.... dunno why. but they were just laughing and laughing.
think mine blog will be exposed sooner or later. i am now wondering whether anot i shld delete or edit some of the post.
but. whatever i am blog abt is solely the emotions of me at that particularly. i might be feeling a little angry or 'buay song'. but its at that particlar time. i have no intention of personal attack what so ever. and alot of mine post. i am just trying to be funni. u noe wht i mean. just leave a tag if u are realli upset abt mine any post. i will delete it away.
all right. aniwae. its been agreed they will not let other know abt mine blog. look forward to nx wed. i wanna bring food and pinic at swee hong's lesson with them. damn fun.
meeting up with chris and yongxin yesterday made me realise something veri serious abt mine guitar playing. i am not playing the guitar spritrually. i am not playing mine pieces with emotions. tt's why i sound sucky. i am gonna go back again during mine 2 hours break tml to get a dvd from yongxin.
G3 life in UK. whahahaha. i realli cant wait to see steve vai and joe satrinia in action.!!!!! [ think i got spell joe name wrongly....]
coming to this. yar. those reading mine blog out there. i apologise for any disturb caused to your intellectual mind due to mine bad bad language. this would include grammar mistake. spelling error. tense error....etc.
emily if u got time. do help me edit. insert some bombastic bombastic vocab into mine language.
winnie. i promise reading mine blog wouldnt cause u to fail yr GP.
alvan. poly life is damn fun man. u better dun regret.
benjamin. hope u are o.k. and that u are realli cutting down on it. i just read a article that it would seriously affect yr sex life later.[ for man]. hope this can serve as a little motivation.
rachel. thx a million for yr cyber time 2 nights ago. i have never felt so fucked-up and angry in mine whole life. thx for talking to me. thx for yr songs. they are realli nice. god [ whichever god] has put challenges into our life. but. they are meant to train us to be stronger than others. dun ever let these challenges weaken u. dun hesistate to talk to mi too if u feel fucked-up. i will not hesistate to talk to u at all. thx man.
time to go to sch. take care all.
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