who the hell am i.? who the hell are you.?

there are so many faces to a person.

so many personality.
some that of a hero. some that of a villian.
so many different roles we play in life.
some roles we play it passively. some we play it actively.
so many lies we tell in life everyday.
to others and to yourself.
some out of good will but some out of selfishness.
so many moods we experience everyday.
some good. some bad......

so many friends i have. how many know exactly who the hell am i.?

none.

so many friends i have. how many do i know exactly who they are.?

none.

who the fucking hell knows me.?

none. not even mine mum....

.....not even me myself.

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its always disturbing to read abt another friends depressing thoughts. to read abt their down moments in life. especially when they attempt to end everything. so many incidents we have heard abt... how many have ended their life.?

only a few i have heard of.

those that end their life because of maybe complex family problems.... kinda things. i pity you. these people just need help. its sad how they ended their life bacause of problems that are highly likely to be solved.

those that end their life bacause of fucked-up relationships with the opposite sex.

well.... u can go burn in fucking hell. no way am i going to give you mine slighest sympathy. but. i pity your mum.

unmeasurable resources invested to give you a good life. and you are ending it just because of a opposite sex.

do u even deserve to take your own life.? are u even qualified.?

give yourself two tight slap and wake up.

stop being dumb. its easy for u to take your own life. but. the one that are going to suffer and grieve ultimately will be your mum. your dad. people that truely love you.

that guy or gal that ditched you doesnt truely loves you.

[ this post goes together with this incident that happened in mine neighbourhood. one stupid fucker jumped off the 6th floor and died apparently because his galfren wanted a break-up. this fucker died quite a unslightly death. his body folded into half. however. i dun pity him. serve him right. he can go burn in fucking hell. he deserves it. ]

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to all mine frens out there. if you need help.

PLEASE.... do not hesistate to talk to me. if saying it out will make you feel better. well. i am here. just feel comfortable. you know who u are.

take care guys.!