Wednesday, July 27, 2005

nice weather. nice to sleep.

the weather had been super nice for the past one week. cooling~ the perfect temperature. i haven been complaining of myself 'melting' for quite some time already. i love these kinda weather. its just pure nice to sleep in this kinda weather.

i feel like a pig when i sleep too much. i feel like a loser when i wake up after 11pm. i dont feel good at all when i sleep too much. in fact i feel even more tired when i sleep pass the required amount of hours. each of us only require 8 hours of sleep everyday. but how much do i sleep every weekend.? about 10 hours.....?

yea. my mum dont like the idea of sleeping too much. i dont like it either. almost half the day is gone when you wake up at 11pm. what a sin.! the time can certainly be put to better use. like have a nice breakfast with the family. or even watch cartoons with your siblings.

but. come to think of it. i feel like i am sleeping every moment in my life now.... what's the purpose of blogging in the library now.? what's the purpose of attending school today.? what's the purpose of opening my eyes and facing the world today.?

i may have opened my eyes this morning. i may be awake. but.... in actually fact... i am still in my slumber. i will never wake up from it. till i find the purpose in my life. the reason why i am in this world....its scary.... but i am not alone. majority of the people are still in their slumber too...

so. who are those people whom are awake.? example......

steve vai is awake.. he know he is put in this world to play the guitar. he is doing it now. he is awake.

ronaldinho is awake. he is created to play sambal soccer. he is doing it now. he is awake....

yea. these are two examples to name. i am not feeling depressed or kinda stuff. but. i really hope to be able to wake up from this slumber soon. but. as for now. i will continue with my dream. continue to face everyday in reality. but. i know its all but a dream. my life will only truely being the day i wake up....

what's in the future....?

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