what happened to my tagboard ar.?

some kind one tell me what might have happened to my tagboard.? issit possible to get it back with all the previous tags or do i need to get a new one...?

i got no idea how to get a new one....

went back to cat high today. to collect my 'o' level cert. its always great to be back at cat high. the sense of familarity makes me feel comfortable. i dun think its ever possible to call ngee ann poly home. i mean its such a big school compound and we are always everywhere.

my 'o' level cert sucks. its really disgusting to see all the threes. B3 sucks. and i got 3 B3s. sucks la. but. being in mass comm now makes 'o' level meaningless. its a total new start. everyone is at a new starting point. seems like the whole process of the 'o' level is a memory and experience for me to keep.

i always find it wierd to suddenly meet a friend. i mean those friends that i used to be quite close with but ended up going different ways in life. i always think that two person may be the best friends for a certain period of time but not for life. its like my relationship with my cat high mates. we might be best of pals just 6 months ago. but when we meet each other now.... the lack of a common topic always make the scene awkard. do you understand.?

so talk will revolve round topic like how's school la... etc... shallow talk... that's why i really cherish relationship with certain friends. though i may not have met him for some time. i feel comfortable talking about certain issues with them. ya...

but... sadly... this is life... it just carries on.... it wont stop for anyone.

i got damn different way of handling friends relationship compared to my sister. i tend to be more cautious in trusting one. and take some time to know someone before labelling that person as a 'true friend'. however. my sister got the thinking that everyone is a friend.

i say she is pure stupid la.

there are damn lots of evil people out there. whom only wants to make use of you.

i dunno if i am right. but. i think that girls generally tend to trust their friends more and more easily also.

call each other jie-mei and be very close to each other....( for a period of time )

but.... sometimes or very often end up hurted...

hm... so to conclude... JJ's logic says that....

never trust someone completely except yourself. this applies to even your dad and mum. sometimes what they think is good for you may not be exactly what is best for you. understand.?

so... give all friends certain level of trust or you will end up with no friends.

BUT. DUN EVER GIVE ANYONE COMPLETE TRUST.