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saw angie in the train today. she's very happy. nice to see her like this. jealous of her. life hasnt realli been nice for mi this few wks. no doubt i am feeling relaxed everyday. but....wadever. its difficult to sae. i tink my family is going through a realli difficult time. as in.... our communication. members of the family fail to understand each other. and this is real bad. hope i get real busy when sch starts so i will tink less.

nvm. there are still happy tings in life. in everyone's life. u juz need to find it. for mi now. guitar training tml is a happy thing. well. the j2s will not be around tml. :( doesnt matter. coz jiahong, melvin and elvan will be joing me tml. hm. we will all do fine. kinda of miss my j2 frens. hope they are all right. especially. mr J. thought i have no idea wht its like since i got no experience at all. i am sure he will get over it. come on. we are still young. and u are a nice guy. nice and honest. hm. i mean honest-looking. my mum taught me not to judge a book by its cover.

oh yar. another unhappy thing in my life. i met a girl today. on the train. she's juz a stranger. but meeting this kind of girl always make me feel.....i can't find the word.......

.....Fucked up.....k.... i found it....

sorry. if tt was too vulgar. but tt explains my feeling.

they are girls tt are TALLER than mi.

hm. i dun hate them. but i dislike them. for they make me feel ultimately inferior. [ but i like their long legs at the same time] i remember my cat high days. a trainee teacher was posted to our sch. she was realli damn damn chio. but. also damn damn tall at the same time. so at tt time. i was veri motivated to grow tall. i jump to touch every single lamp along the corridor. i bought a skipping rope and i started skipping everyday. i didnt seemed to grow any taller. nvm.

Miss Lee. i am still growing. plz wait for mi. i love u.

after cat high. i got got posted to cat Jc for 1st 3 months. and another gal came into my life making mi wanna grow taller again. she's 3cm taller than mi. hm. not a lot. should be able to catch up in due time. no worries. i am still growing.

Tiffany. i am tt close.

i am talking alot of rubbish today. so. if u are not happy with yr height. dun be sad. coz. u are certainly not alone in this world. we are together. but plz be smart when trying to grow taller. dun ever believe wadever break yr legs method. i have a few tips.

1. try skipping.
2. buy calcium tablets to eat. heard they work. [ GNC, Osim]
3. eat lots of dairy products
4. tell yrself u wanna grow taller every now and than.

meanwhile growing taller. [ it takes time] we can make ourselve appear taller. another few tips to share.

1. when buying shoes. forget abt the brand, the design. go for shoes with ultimate high soles
2. keep a mouth of breath in yr lungs every second
3. stuff tissue paper in yr shoes [ i dun do that]

k. enough for today.